random talk

My life has been very strange to myself. I dont have any complaint with my life as it has always brought to me what I deserved at times (that may be different from what I wanted). It has given me many gifts but all the time they were different from what I wanted and altogether turned out to be best for me. Even sometimes worst things happened in my life like breaking of friendships but later I came to know that those "so considered worst things" were also my good luck!!! Amazing but yes, they simplified lot more complications and worries in my life. This always made me believe this - "Everthing happens for betterment only." and perhaps this is the same belief that causes me to behave in my own way. I speak what is there in my heart, I do what I believe is right and I believe what I think is logical and I dont really care for anything but my duties and responsibility because I believe that everything happens for betterment only.

One thing in always recurred in my life and that is – “magic of hardwork”. For example in school days, there were times when I didnt do hardwork but had better knowledge of some subject than others, yet I stood below than others... And there were times when I did hardwork but others had better command over subjects, yet life gave me surprized gift and kept me in top ranks. It is all the hardwork that has paid me till now irrespective of everything else. If I worked hard, than I know for sure that I will get things. If I didnt than I should not expect a favour from my luck. In fact, being in accord to my believes and philosophy( which is -- One does not have any right to get things for free and one must get things for what one has paid for.), I appreciate this things.

Well these days life is bringing new challenges and fun to me. Like, there are some projects to be done, in a sense , they are to be done and not in the way I have done projects so far, ie., copy and paste style. They are some real projects and working on them serves as fun and fascination for things. My new aim, which is landing abroad, is becoming realistic day by day. And this is what is keeping my energy alive. Help from some seniors, who are undoubtedly my source of inspirations, has eased many complexities of life. One thing that still remains uncompleted is English, yes, moving from normal English user to an advance English speaker. That is what has been remained uncompleted. Well, one day I will wake up to realize completion of this goal and another day, I know, the lachrymose success will touch my feet.